Smokescreen to block what I need to not see. I inhale and hope my vision becomes a blur. I am blessed with sight but I want it no more. When I exhale I expect to feel relief. But I don’t, my smoke is very faint.
UGH !
I must continue my process until it’s thick enough to cover entirely. I want to feel the strain of my eyes looking for a view that is not there.
Smokescreen that is thick enough to appear clear. When I am no longer visible to what’s coming my way, only then will I be able to think as clear as I can see.
Clear space, Empty mind.